May 24, 2010

out of ATPs...

waaa~
so damn tired...
just done my 2 assignment...
1st case study on hypoglycemia patient and 2nd is the role of stem cell in kidney diseases...
n im out of ATPs...
n damn the day after tmr still got exam to b answer wisely...
plz dear GOD do giv me extra hours before i seat for my exam n giv me stimulator for my CNS so that i can focus my mind on my notesssssss....

sum1 asking for my assignment, owh tidak!!! do it by urself k...

yeah!!! GREEN CANYON,PANGANDARAN...im coming...OOPPSS STUDY2!!!!

"THE KEY TO SUCCESS IS WORKING HARD IN A SMART WAYS"

May 23, 2010

i miss u n i luv u...


kasihnya ibu membawa ke syurga~
kasihnya ayah berkorban nyawa~
kasihnya anak???

ayah n mak,
adik sygggggg sgt ayah n mak,
nanti adik kerja, kita duk sama k...
klu lelaki tak dapat trime...
tak pelah i dun need them...
i need only u both...
nih yg mak ckp tak yah kahwin teman mak eh...
hahaha...ok if takde llki yg dpt syg mak n ayh mcm adik syg...
adik takkan kahwin...

kasihnya saudara kala berada?!!
nih mmg saudara hampeh...
harap my other siblings tak mcm tuh...
n mmg tak mcm tuh pon...
smg hubungan kekeluargaan nih kekal bahgia...
adik sayang along,angah,alang,ateh n tak lupa pada ipar duai...

nih tak sabar nak keje ni!!!
byk plan dlm kepala tak tertunai selagi duit takde dlm tgn~

kala sedih n nak nangis sapa lagi yang dapat tenangkan hati kalau bukan ayah n ibu...
kalau susah sape lagi nak tolong klu bukan keluarga sendiri...
kawan? yup memang ada menolong tp stil tak sama dengan keluarga...
bf? mungkin kalau dapat yang superb, klu dapat yg hanya pikir cinta blablabla...tak gune jugak...

conclusion here~
rapatkan hubungan kekeluargaan,
tak payah susah2 kumpul kawan,
mana2 pergi pon sure akan ade kawan...
kualiti (worthy frenz) ptg bkn kuantiti...
tapi family tulah satu...

"I LOVE MY FAMILY"


May 22, 2010

hElLo FriEnd!


life is full of ups and downs,
but if u believe in urself,
u'll always come through wif flying colors...

value frenship, love, n faith!!!

never underestimate urself!!!

n lastly,
HaVe A GrEat liFE!!!

:)(:

p/s for all ma frenz out thr...
thank for being ma frenz wlupon kamu n kamu tak tahu blog ni...

paranoid?!!

haha...
memang aku paranoid...
yeah masalah setel,mana de die trase...

hhhmmm 1 je masalah skrg...
sum1 yg tak la close sgt, a girl,good girl...
ksian plak ramai plak yg join club anti this girl,mcm cendawan tumbuh lepas hujan~
mana tak nye sume aktiviti sume bukan tahap malas dh tp mmg tak nak ajak dia join...
ksian plak...

honestly, aku takla tak suke die...
ok je dia, baik~
tp ade sesuatu yg wat rimas cket ble dgn dia...
sian dia...
siyes aku nk ketuk pintu dah nak borak2 hal ni dgn dia...
tp aku balik bilik balik sbb rasa aku tak cukup ikhlas nak wat cmtu...
n takut end up dgn dia plak hangin kat aku...
tak payah~
so myself...
dun interfere wif others prob k...

tp die osmate aku~
tak ke rasa cam really bad person if just let things go wrong~
tp klu die plak wat aku mnympah dgn kata2 die cmne?
kang aku lak yg kutuk die blkg~
bertambah plak org join that club kang...
haih...
biar jela kn...

"sumtimes we hv to b hypocrite"


May 21, 2010

y?

hhmmm...
kenapa eh...
mcm janggal...
ape yg aku dah buat?

ke aku je pk bkn2...
tp tkkn la biase akn senyum klu trpandang...
n mesti akn ckp sumthin if berselisih...
tp knp sume jd suram?
knp mcm nk mngelak je, n muncung je mancang bile dgn aku...

haih...betul2 rasa tak sedap hati...
kenapa n mengapa~

May 20, 2010

wahhh gold coast...

owh GC bilakah masa untuk ku pula menjejakkan kaki kesana?
bile la nak habis study...
bila la nak habis mengadap notes yg berlambak tahap dewa nih...
bila la nak ade org tersayang...eh...:D

hhmmm
org gi bercuti jauh2...
aku gi pangandaran,jakarta yolah...
benci aku kt kota nih makin bertambah dengan macet (trafic jam), debu bagai...haish sabar2 3 thn je lagi...
tapi ade jugak aku suke jakarta nii sebab ade laut n pulau2 cantik macam thousand island n pangandaran...
seperti gambar pangandaran kt bawah ni~



huhu sangat tak sabar ok nak gi cni, next week je lg k syg...
tak sabar nak snorkeling, sgt takut tapi teruja pastu tgk coral n hidupan laut...
tak sabar nak tgk laut dlm gua cntik sgt....
ade org suh aku lompat kt green canyon nih, huhu mcm lompat dr tingkt 2 bangunan terjun laut...hoho...memang mungkin tidak...
tak sabar nak naik banana boat...
ish best2 paling best menjelajah gua nanti...

ade orang nak bawak gitar n dedicate lagu kt aku hahaha
~ yeah!!! hidupkan mlm kita nanti~
mood bercuti but damn it b4 ade 1 paper...
n 2 assignment nk kena hntar...
seriusly busy~

*pesan mak*
jangan GELAK byk sgt kt tmpt org tu...hehehe...ok mak adik cube k syg... tp tak jnji...ngee... :D

beAutY

beauty is not a token for you to be accepted publicly,

intelligence cannot secure you from your worldly naivety,

fellowship will not be gained by poor sincerity,

thus thou should live in the world of misery!

( BY K.A :D )


AGREE? DISAGREE?

May 19, 2010

neWboRn...

1558 petang waktu indonesia barat...
adrenalin aku meningkat lg...
kenapalah suka sangat nak bunuh baby...
tak ke rasa baby tu comel, macamana lah boleh ade rasa nak bunuh baby tak bersalah tu...
ok lar mungkin terdesak...
tp boleh tak letak baby tu kt tempat org awam ke,tak nak nampak letak la tengah malam n make sure takde anjing kawasan tu...balut la dengan kain batik elok2...supaya orang jumpa n boleh jaga...perlu ke sampai nak membunuh???

dahla ko wat sex luar nikah...
kot ye pon dah gatal sangat boleh tak blaja mcmn nk elak hamil...bukan nak menggalakkan tp kang klu dh hamil menyusahkan orang lain pulak termasuk la polis n aku ni h yang baca kes ko kt paper...boleh naik ok heart rate aku setelah di induce katekolamin akibat stress...

ko ingt laki tu nak ko bile dh wat project? haduih hai pk la...klu die nak ko mesti die sabar tunggu yg halal n hormat mahkota ko...bukan nk rabakkan hymen ko...tlglah pikir...jgn jadi bodoh sgt...
pastu karang byk la pelacur2 alasan dorg dirosakkan teman lelaki waktu dolu2 zaman bercinta,dah ko gatal bagi..

klu ko kena rogol pon ye ppuan2 di luar sana...1st skali ko kena wat klu ko masih hidup...trus gi wat police report jgn mandi or tukar bj (klu bj koyak takpela tukar) tp make sure bj yg dipakai masa dirogol jgn la basuh,bawak sekali masa jumpe doc...ni utk elakkan bahan bukti dari si perogol dr terhapus...i'ALLAH memang dapat la tangkap sape pelaku dengan bukti2 kukuh...2nd gi hospital direct pas police report...3rd balik la umah tenangkan fikiran...

kadang terfikir dengan sex bebas n masalah buang bayi yang makin berleluasa ni boleh tak kerajaan wat 1 akta untuk hukum pelaku2 sex bebas terutama yg islam selain dari denda n suruh kahwin...nak kahwin ape nyer klu benda simple pon otak masih bengap nak trime, memang porak peranda la rumah tangga nanti...tak payah!!! perkahwinan bukan penyelesaian bg pasangan2 bengaps...
zasssssssssssssss.........


"SAY NO TO FREE SEX,
SAY NO TO ABORTION..."

May 14, 2010

~khas buat mu teman~

aku cuma risau...
nanti sampai kat sana jaga diri baik2...
aku tak mampu untuk menghalang lagi...
cuma ingatla jgn wat benda yg akan ko mnyesal satu hari nanti...
aku tak nak ko menangis lagi o terluka lagi...
hargai orang sekeliling yang dah mmg PASTI sayang ko setulus hati...
ingat family nak wat ape pon...
i'A ko takkan tersasar...
again...jg diri...

:(

May 11, 2010

openness to criticism...

:) though we were not well taught how to criticize others, but i certainly sure that every of us r gud in criticising...

it is absolutely imperative for me to learn how to accept criticize from other people, however damaging it is, however critical, however serious they criticise, i have to accept it...

there's no need to worry if u wanna criticise me, it's a pleasure accepting those criticism...from now on im pleased to announce that me myself r open to any criticism...

"be a gud critics not the impolite one"


current module: endocrinolgy (killer subject i've 2 say)
tutorial grup: K11 (happy to b a member of this grup coz lots of critical thinker here, hope all our presentation will b smooth n perfect not like b4...)

May 09, 2010

epy mother's day...

waaaa leleh aku pagi2 nih...
br kol mak n dua2 jerit at the same time selamat hari ibu then gelak...sweet...
huhu...nak wat mak terharu last2 aku yg leleh dengar mak cakap mak ingat adik selalu kat hati mak...alahai mak kenapa la pagi2 nih wat adik leleh...tak dapat nak hugging mak nak cium3333333333333 mak...terima kasih sebab jaga adik n selalu bagi nasihat n yang penting slalu support adik:)....
adik luv mak...adik cinta mak...adik miss mak...adik adore mak...adik sayangggggggggg mak...muuuaaahhh333.... n adik janji jg diri :D ... i lap u so much mak...

"THANK YOU MOM FOR ALWAYS HERE WIF ME ALL THE TIME,UPSITE DOWN" "THANKK A LOT"

May 06, 2010

ahahaha...

i ask my brother opinion bout sumthing...
n he replied:

"adik ingat tak citer kancil, monyet, n cili tuh..." "so adik wat camtuh je k"

hahaha...simple but deeply means...thank abg:)
miss u!!!

giving up...

ok...
i had enough...
do wut eva u wanna do n u think its rite...
im not goin to say anything after this...
i'll keep my mouth shut n my hand away from keyboard...
TQ...
just need to live my life to the fullest...
n ganbate to myself for geriatry paper tmr mownink...